Satisfaction...

Have you ever felt that you're useless yet you're always being used by other people? A very big contradiction I must say but there are times I feel that way. As I wrote in my other blog in xanga (http://www.xanga.com/blue_echo80), I feel that I'm wasting my time. I feel useless, but I'm always being used, used by money.

Yes, you read it right. I'm being used by money, not the other way around. I spend most of the time working just to pay the bills, yet I feel that time I spend working is not enough. It's like 24 hours is not enough.

But i guess that is just human nature. Most people, including me, are never satisfied. We crave for more. Upon achieving a certain goal, we tend to stretch our limits just to reach further, to reach beyond our previous goal. In short, we crave for more, more achievements, more satisfaction given by money. I guess I have to reach out to the One above to the have satisfaction I'm craving in my life.

What is this craving I'm talking about? I have no idea what it is as for now, but I just feel incomplete... (ekk!!! I'm sounding cheesy right now!!!)

Anywayz, Bless are those people who are contended with what they have. Hope someday, I'll be one of them...